Stop.

gone.

2010-02-20T18:19:00.002+08:00

I'll see you when I see you. Loves.

-

2010-02-06T16:05:00.002+08:00

Why isn't there a Prima Deli around my area? I am really craving for waffles :( I must be really sad. But I must cheer up. And I must cheer people up too. This week has been a roller coaster.

If Singapore allowed me to have a driver's licence at this age, then my life would be almost like Grand Theft Auto.

:)

2010-01-28T11:42:00.003+08:00

Will be gone today till Sunday. I'll miss you, bb. Thank God I've hugged the people I want to hug yesterday. So I guess I am contented :) I haven't finished packing. I had sleepless nights consecutively. Doctor said I'm stressed out and advised me not to burn out now.

I'll update while I'm away. I'm still contactable. Am bringing my Chem stuff to mug since I didn't take the test today. Mokster must be going gaga now. But hopefully Mom settled everything already.

This is one of those times when I feel like doing wordy blog posts. But I just don't know what to type. Maybe a poem would help.

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead,
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last for ever: I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now: put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood.
For nothing now can ever come to any good.
- W. H. Auden

xoxo, A.

at a glance.

2010-01-23T21:41:00.003+08:00

Found a more effective way to express my uneasiness and sadness. Hope it works :)

Thanks mom. Love, A.

one two zer0.

2010-01-14T21:53:00.003+08:00

120th post on inserts-blogaddress
Most probably, the
final blog post.

Thank you, for being such a great outlet to vent my anger and share my joy :) I have finally realised that I can never stay at a single blog for too long. The longest I've been to a blog was about two years, but it has since been deleted (screw-yourshits). I was never good with words, I was not good at expressing myself through photos either.

For any updates on my pathetic yet I-still-love-it life, please check out my Twitter. Finally, I'd love to express my greatest appreciation to the people who have visited inserts-blogaddress. I know who you are :)

Love once again, A.

bubblewraps.

2010-01-10T15:58:00.003+08:00

Bubble wraps are the best distractions.

Ever.

On a darker note, tomorrow is Mtl O results day. It's only one subject.

About a year from tomorrow, I'll be seven times more worried. But that's still little bit too far.

Just a lil bit.

I'm still craving for twista to teh friez! :) And a large coke. Pretty please? I think I must stop thinking about food when I'm mugging la. Make me drool so much, can. Oh fooood..

But in any ways, I think I'll be tweeting more than updating inserts-blogaddress. I'm sorry inserts-blogaddress, but it's over. You're now officially my spare tyre :p

Honestly, I'm running out of things to blog about. Bye.

euphoria.

2010-01-09T19:52:00.002+08:00

Campfire was awesome. Read it from some other person's blog.

As for now,

hello person who's away till tomorrow.

In case

you don't know.

I have been missing you,

every single

second.

this is war.

2010-01-07T21:59:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow's the final day of Euphoria.

Trust me, I need a whole timeout. I shouldn't have volunteered for this orientation, this being an important year.

But I can't regret now.

In fact, I'm having so much fun. 1/6 keeps my mind off depressing stuff while I'm with them. This week hasn't been great, but after school time has been totally awesome.

I don't know if anyone will see this, but thanks Isaac for getting me two cans of coffee. That was really the nicest thing anyone has ever did for me this week. As far as I can remember.

I can't believe a girl asked me whether I'm someone's girlfriend.

Scary.

Next week, it's back to the real world. I will have to face the fact that this is the year. Very soon. I've got less than half a year to prepare. I know I've wasted sec3 doing nothing.

As for now, this is my whole life.

This is it.

This determines everything.

This will affect my happiness in future.

And this.

Is not you.

love, A.

3 years down the road.

2010-01-03T18:40:00.003+08:00

Haha my primary school guy friends are such pervs. But bleah, we're still friends anyway. The bbq yesterday was, how can I say it, great. Only 3 girls came and both of them left waaaay too early :/ But anywooz, it was nice to see them again.

School's starting tomorrow! :( HOW CAN THIS BE, THERE MUST BE SOMETHING WRONG WITH THE CALENDAR. SOMEBODY PLEASE CHECK IT OUT.

I am not ready to embrace 2010 yet. Maybe I should already. Who knows it'd be more jeng jeng jenggg for me, heh? Nevermind la, about 12 more months and 2011 will come. But what difference does that make. I shall accept the fact that I am alive and I have stuff to do that I don't want to do. ROAR.

Emath mastery tomorrow. Shall flip through later. Sec1 kids. Followed by seeing Honey after 8903793246467 years. ( Actually, it has only been 6 days. ) Which is not bad actually, but I don't know. I just miss him. Hope he misses me too. Like now. *angry face*

All I know is that I need to be more focused. Hell yes, I can do it. And I'll show you.

faraway.

2010-01-02T01:32:00.002+08:00

Can I just sit in the middle of a field and laugh at nothingness with you all over again? I miss that. As long as you don't lie that there's frogs around just to make me hold you.

Hello, Mr Boyfriend Sir. I miss you.

2010.

2010-01-01T00:12:00.003+08:00

Here goes, baby.

January - SecThree camp. (L)
Sentosa. CCA Open House. Abang & I.

February - Valentine's.
Mom's birthday. Love-hate Amath. Sunflower loves.

March - Cross Country.
Mokster for Chem. Family Chalet. Blog war. Hair extensions. Pastamania. Sushi.

April - Exchange Prog.
Bro's birthday. Red Pixon. Bowling. Failed April Fool's.

May - Class BBQ.
15th. First flickr. Council election. Class tee. Riviera. Starbucks.

June - Malaysia.
H1N1. Primary school picnic. Sushi. Bowling. Failed hiatus. Transformers 2. Holiday assignments.

July - Love. :)
Racial Harmony. Daiso. Icecream by Mdm Neo. NCC Day. Livejournal account.

August - Pre National Day.
Dad's birthday. Dandelions. Study. Teacher's Day concert.

September - Band concert.
Escapist. Hari Raya P. Wake me up when September ends.

October - Jalan Raya.
Movie marathon. Children's Day. Awesome walks. Busuk. Tea Tiffin & Poetry. Mcd by Mdm Neo.

November - Be Yourself Day.
( I know it's not November, but heck) Extra lessons. Binomial theorem. Parents' anniversary. Council cohesion. Shafiqah. Hari Raya H. Trimmed bangs.

December - Repeat after me: I am free :D
It just passed. Check my archives or facebook?

2009 was great. I missed out a lot, I know. But everything's safe in my mind. I'll miss it, somehow. Hello 2010. :)

BTW DON EU FOR FORM TEACHER WOOOOOO CLASS INTERACTION WON'T BE THE SAME ANYMORE :p

Signed, A.

pop, goes the weasel.

2009-12-30T23:49:00.000+08:00

Doe. A deer, a female deer.
Ray. A drop of golden sun.
Me. A name, I call myself.
Far. A long, long way to run.
Sew. A needle pulling thread.
La. A note to follow Sew.
Tea. A drink with jam and bread.
That will bring us back to Doh. Oh oh oh.

I am so into nursery rhymes lately. Yay? Anywooz. POP was fine. Met cousin, Iznie, Aryn and Romey at Msl Sec. Went for ice cream with Aryn after the whole thing. Got mom her apple crumble (YES, IT WAS THE LAST ONE MIND YOU) and I owe bro his double chocolate frappe. He refuses to try Coffee Bean/ Starbucks. How sad can his life get.

Haha, have I mentioned that my mom has a Youtube account? There's this lady who asked my mom for our address because she wanted to send us souvenirs from France. Apparently my mom is a makcik-recorder yang rajin rakam video sinetron yang takda di Youtube and that lady just wanted to get my mom something as a thank you gift. Haha so nice of her, but I am freaked out that my mom has virtual contacts. :O

I feel very cheery since last night. I should keep it up :) Hee. Must control mood swings. It can't be an excuse to go on a hurting spree. Anyway, I want to go shop for more long sleeved tops. I don't know but I find them so comfortable. I have a huge ass :( So let me ask, though I know maybe no one would answer, are 19" thighs considered huge? Roaaaar.

I'm done blogging about the life that I lead.

Goodbye.

new year's eve eve.

2009-12-30T16:25:00.002+08:00

I'll be baking cookies for tomorrow, wee. And bb bro and I are thinking of getting pizzas and loaaads of chicken for new year dinner. Sigh, I'm not sure if I'll miss 2009. But I'll accept anything that comes with arms open wide. :)

Yesterday's Mastery - Phy was screwed. But Chem made me happy.

Had meeting with Team Gaga (Y). First week of school is going to be fun. Must chiong the little bits of homework left this Sunday.

Meeting Aryn later for my cousin's band POP. We're just there for the free food you see. Hehe. Baking tomorrow. Bowling on new year. Pri school bbq after new year. Mug the day after the day after new year. Let's insert a happy face here :)

Yesterday my still-down-with-flu-and-phlegm boyfriend and I caught a movie. I don't know why, but my head kept thinking about the first time I watched a movie with him. Good times. HAHA. I like slow walks. And thanks for making my head feel less heavy, honey. (L)

Since I'm free now, I better pen down my new year resolutions. Sadly, I've fulfilled very very few resolutions for this year. But I will make sure I'll fulfill everything next year. And I must.

My mom just texted me: ' Me gots for u tuna croissant.. '

Aww, how I love you so much Mommy :'D

like the wind.

2009-12-28T23:32:00.002+08:00

Suddenly I feel like blogging about tons and tons of meaningless stuff. Here is a long list of things that I like. And I'll put the font on large just for you.

fresh cookies. shiny objects. little toddlers. babies. domokun. spongecake. strawberry milk. potato salad. cheese prata. crispy wanton. hot chilli. double filet o' fish. cheese fries. pepperoni pizza. fried chicken. cuddly little things to sleep with. polaroids. lomography. red pacifiers. chubby cheeks. messy hair. eyes that say so many things. chilli sauce. curry sauce. bodyshop fragrances. mac eyeliner. guess wallets. homemade brownies. lime green nails. flawless complexion. red m&ms. cola flavoured lollipops. marshmallows. whipped cream. vintage bags. coloured markers. triangles. cherries. chocolate waffles. pink starfishes. caramel frappe. cinnamon rolls. to be happy.

Above all, cuddling on the sofa with you.

May I spend the rest of my time doing so, that is, if you don't mind?

.

2009-12-28T01:13:00.001+08:00

ring around the rosie

a pocketful of posies

ashes, ashes

we all fall down.

and once we fall, we must get ourselves back onto our feet

and once we fall, we wouldnt care how much we bleed

we fall again, even harder than before

we want to give up. we want to

im sorry, but i love you.

do you love me too

we all want to have a reason to live for

i havent found mine.

the little things that make life great.

2009-12-27T21:45:00.005+08:00

My third bokeh shot, still failed. :( Oh well. By the way, formspring is up! CHECK IT OUUUT.

There's school tomorrow. I'm glad Math Mastery is postponed. What can I say, I am not prepared. I admit it. I have been studying. But nothing gets into my damn head. I am not academically inclined. The only reason I did well for PSLE was because I was hardworking.

I am not hardworking anymore. I might be one of the laziest people you've ever met in your whole Life. I don't digest quick enough, neither do I absorb quick. I'm not stupid. I dislike how people label me a bimbo because I do dumb stuff. Please, we all have bimbo moments.

I'm just a girl.

I like to do my hair. I have distractions in Life. I am into boys. I break rules. I've sinned. I lie. I love to have fun. Tell me all these are normal.

I am not okay. The thought of next year being an Os year wrecks my head every few seconds. I do not want to disappoint anyone. Especially myself. So why am I so weak, it's just academics. Maybe I'll do something even bigger and better in Life. I will be successful. I swear.

I'm just not into Math. So is it my fault that I suck so much at it?

I hate anything with numbers. I don't like Physics as well. There's too much going on. I can take it, but I just don't want to. I'm not ready. I'm really not ready.

I've got nothing to lose.

updateupdate.

2009-12-27T00:24:00.008+08:00

I watched a Hindi show on Dvd and I couldn't stop :'( .
Sudden itch to cook and bake.
I've got two boxes of Nabati (L)
Saturday - Noodles, satay, murtabak, pizza and icecream @ nenek's. I am fat now, at the wrong areas.
Today, I'm going to my other nenek's.
Little kid playing I'm Yours on ukulele, MLIA <3
Council on Monday, photoshoot for Band too.
Mastery is a big fat mean whore. And I am powerless.
2009 is ending. Help.

I'm too tired to do a proper post now. My poor poor baby is down with flu, fever and some bad ass throat infection thing. :( Let us all hope he'll get well soon, shall we? I miss him quite terribly. The last time I 'dated' him was on Monday. Haha. :(

Honey, get well soon! I'll bake cookies for youuuuu.

Promise :p

merry christmas?

2009-12-25T00:55:00.004+08:00

Broken this fragile thing now

Yes, this is a proper update since a picture paints a thousand words. I spent my first Christmas hours crying. And this was how I felt like.

xoxo, A.

ps: My tagboard is currently down. Please wall me on Facebook. Or text me.

sos

2009-12-24T15:00:00.005+08:00

Help. I woke up near 9am today because there's some very noisy renovation works going on above my head slash under my feet. Crap, I don't care who's renovating but the noise is getting on my nerves okay >:

My brother came back from camp and he's promoted to Lance Corporal (Y) I miss him. I can't imagine my little baby bro going to NS, I'll miss him more. Not really so sure of that because it won't be too soon. Unlike someone :(

I cleared my room, finally :D

I found a lot of unwanted stuff. Throwthrowthrow, in the rubbish bin you go!

And I'm not done.

Am off to study after everything is cleared. Happy christmas eve :)

[edit] I just felt like editing this because this isn't worthy to be labelled as a blog post. I haven't studied, yes I know I said I would but do you know how cleaning my uber messy messy room would make me very the hungry! Seri's not sleeping over, pretty sad. I was really looking forward to it though it was a last minute thing. My parents were surprised too when it suddenly got canceled. Anywooz.

Anyone want to date me over Starbucks? I need my fix before the year ends. Doubt it though, I'm very busy tomorrow onwards all the way till New Year's Eve. How crap is that, huh? I bet I'll be rotting at home when the clock strikes 12. Seri, if you see this. Nak come over on 31? :D

I want to bake before school starts. Bake nice cookies. And I still want to try bake a spongecake. Second attempt. Hopefully all goes well.

I AM SICK OF LIARS LIKE YOU. Can you believe how much I've trusted you since sec1. I never knew you'd lie. Until last year. You switch personalities like how I change my panties. I am really sick sick sick of you. I mean it.

Little things make me angry today. Firdaus made me angry just now and it was just on Facebook. Now I'm getting pissed off because my text is being replied late. I think the period's coming. Watch out.

I'm done blogging and crapping about what I'm thinking. Honestly, this is what I really am thinking of. I don't care if you're affected by any means. Love. [/edit]

3 years ago.

2009-12-23T20:44:00.004+08:00

Sec1 registration just now in the morning :D Bumped into mom's friend. Apparently her daughter got into the school, bacin. Now my perangai cannot like setan already. Lunched with councillors before cleaning up council room though it's not really that spick to the span.

Yes, I can safely say it is 68% neater than my own bedroom. This is a very embarrassing confession. Forget that I typed this.

By the way, I miss my abang manz. He's currently in Taiwan now. Forever gaining weight, hehe. Can't wait to see him again very very soon. I am zupar excited :D :D

A group of retards played with light sticks.

I'm going to start studying tomorrow. I will make sure I study my ass off for Phy. And complete all my Chem assignments. Roar.

I like pretty things.

They make me lose my focus on something. Like,

Love.

no title.

2009-12-22T10:58:00.003+08:00

Let's pretend today was yesterday.

OGA meeting was awesome. Everyone had fun going high and crazy. I like (Y) Supposed to be in school today to help pack some stuff for tomorrow, but I only read Xiao's text when I woke up. Super bacin fact #1.

When I got home at night, I texted a few people. Dragged my smelly body into the toilet. Oh no, it felt like such a bad night. I fell asleep almost instantly when my head reached my pillows. Not to mention I just slipped on the Mizuno tee because it was big but more to the fact that I'm lazy.

So here I am.

Just woke up. With tired eyes. My hair's everywhere. I don't like that. My brother's out to Ncc camp. I wish him all the best. Hehe. Anywooz, I just heard them do the hentak kaki song. HAHA bacinszx. I bet he's having fun at camp :')

That leaves me stuck at home with my mom and dad. I'm going out with my mom later because I can't bear staying at home even when I'm 'grounded'. Supposed to have 3/3 chalet around this date you know. But no, Ivan cancelled it. Super bacin fact #2.

Finally, I ran out of things to blog about. Super bacin fact #3.

Bye.

hehehe.

2009-12-21T00:16:00.005+08:00

Actually I'm trying to remember so many things now. I self-amuse to entertain myself, so here's one thing I'd like to share because it's currently the only thought on my mind.

While watching New Moon.

Remember the part when Jacob goes all confession-mode towards Bella? He told her how he'll promise never to leave her. Promise to never hurt her and shits. Apparently yours truly turned to the person next to her and said, "Tsk, don't all guys lie about that?" The person beside me pushed my arm away right after I said that :(

Honey, I miss you.

I owe N.stalkee! a blog post on the one word title she gave me. Hehe. I guess I'll write on that tomorrow once I get home :p I need to hydrate myself. My throat's getting dry. Must remember to eat antibiotics before I sleep this time.

By the way, you are looking at 2010's Orientation Group Leader \m/

Yes, I managed to dig the facts out from Xiao. And I know the people who are under me, what class I'm taking. Gosh, I think 2010's gonna be extra fun with sprinkles :>

Minus the big big horrid fact that I'll be an O's student next year. Boo! But eh, I found the light. At least I'm NC16. Haha. But being 16 like got no meaning like that you know. I just realised how limited my vocab is :O But nevermind la, I think you can understand what I talking I happy enough already. No need to get me rocky road :p

In any case, I don't think I act my age. Sometimes I think like I'm 21. Yet most of the time I act as if I'm only 7. Hehe. So what if I'm a blab-out-nonsense type of girl? Okay I know it's bad since I won't think before I act. Basically it's just me.

I do things on impulse.

For the thrill.

this feeling that remains.

2009-12-20T16:37:00.001+08:00

I went on blogger with the heart to rant about so many things. I just changed my mind. I can tank this all by myself. I am strong.

A happy Sunday to you. This was taken exactly a week ago. Why are all my Sundays so miserable? I think it's a sign to eat more sundaes. Especially hot fudge.

I'm currently bokeh-crazy. But my neighbourhood doesn't allow me to take bokeh photos because of it's lack of lights. And I just figured how people take photos with wiggly street lights. Haha, I must be slow.

Xiao's getting her Dslr two days before Christmas. I am so going to psycho her to bring it during the first week of school. There's school tomorrow for orientation'10. Wednesday is Registration Day. In a week's time, I'll be sitting for my Mastery tests.

I swear I am not ready. Someone kill me please.

From A, with love.

back.

2009-12-19T20:59:00.007+08:00

Great news. My tonsils are perfectly fine :D But I still have to watch what I eat, so that's the only sad part. Anywooz,

Camp was fun.

Sort of, hehe. I don't feel like blogging much because I'm having a blogger's block now. Facebook for photos soon :) Maybe I'll just type out the highlights, since they're still fresh in my mind. Let's start.

Damian asked me to ask him how he spells 'gooseberry'. Answer? Guzberi.
Zhe Shuo and I have been in the same group for 3 years :D
Stationed at spiral staircase for night walk with Chan. There was this girl who went all, eh how to on camera flash? This bimb replied, IS THE LIGHTNING!
I downed two packs of dinner because I didn't finish up lunch. Haha, wanton? :D
Spent an hour watching Small Fadz do Chem, a few hours attempting to sleep while people were playing daidee loudly. Failed to sleep.
Youtube-d at 4am and got high thanks to Yeo. By then daidee people were asleep and I was far too high -.-
People who didn't sleep just went out to the parade square at 5.30+ to do some dancing. And stoning and whatever we did.
Shortly after, I found myself lying down a distance away in between Yong and Yeo on the ground. Watched the clouds and tried to find stars. Yong and I found real helicopters \m/ All the way till they fell asleep.
And Yong snored in my face -.-
BIG FADZ'S MORNING PT = KILLER.

I'm still pretty much zombie. But I guess I'm still alive. Just need loads of rest :D

BYE.

get well soon, me.

2009-12-17T21:22:00.000+08:00

I'm helping my mom upload her videos on youtube now. It's pretty fast, eh? Haha. Guess who came over just now? :D :D :D Thanks for getting me stuff-I-can-eat, honey.

I know this is crazy, with my tonsillitis and all, but I'm going for camp. YES. OVERNIGHT IN CAMP (L) Yay. Me is happy girl. I have never missed a single Council camp since sec1. Aren't I such a good councillor? :p

But of course, I have to control my food intake. And I can't do any shouting + physical stuff. So as usual, I'll be the photographer :D Hee. Pretty slack but hey, I'm not missing council camp. And that's what matters. I know I sound so confused. Like one moment I hate council, and the next moment I'm all omg-I-can't-wait.

Bear with me.

WILL BE AWAY TILL SATURDAY NOON.

MAKE SURE YOU MISS ME.

rocky road.

2009-12-17T00:59:00.004+08:00

SERI, if you see this. Let's make this asap!

ROCKY ROAD, OMG OMG (L)

Okay, I admit I've never really been a huge fan of Nigella Lawson but I was watching telly and then suddenly her show was on. And she was making those little sweet gahs :( But still. Jamie Oliver, for the win \m/

Actually I know I'm supposed to be asleep. But I just got really hungry and it makes me feel so pathetic bec of the fact that I can't eat so many things. I hope my taste buds won't die once I feel better because it'll be on hiatus till my tonsils are fine :'(

I think I'd want to apologise to those few people who have to bear with me ranting on how I can't eat nice food. I know I sound super psycho but if my stomach tak happy, I pun tak happy you know. And don't you know that I'm such a whine queen?

Nonetheless, I love you all. Night! :D

Food rant.

2009-12-16T14:04:00.004+08:00

A little update.

I can't talk :( Painful manz.

Anyway, I think I know how to play Dreaming With A Broken Heart. I can't wait to try it out :D Lately, I'm on a John Mayer craze. Whee. Sad I can't sing. But heck, I'll get better! My antibiotics are so evil. I hate them.

I've got council meeting tomorrow. Don't think I'll be going :( I hope I get better before camp. But I can't eat so many things. I might as well turn vegetarian for a whole week. But no. I like chicken. And chicken isn't seafood :D So it's my only source of meat, considering the fact that I don't like beef and mutton. Yes, my mom made chicken porridge for me. It was x10 better than yesterday's.

My bro and her went to Geylang to get some stuff. NOT FAIR. Geylang has all the nice hot hot food! And the ones with seafood too. This sucks. I want go Geylang get food too :(

N.Stalkee!, if you see this. Once I get better, let's go Geylang find nice spicy food with seafood k! HAHAHA. Maaf about my condition :/

I must be off for a glass of water. You know, it hurts to even swallow my own saliva. Ew.

a date with the doctor.

2009-12-15T20:10:00.001+08:00

I went to the clinic just now. According to mom, I have ulcers in my throat. Doctor says I've got tonsillitis. Yeah, my tonsils. Ouch.

Tada! This picture isn't Google'd okay, so that's the condition of my tonsils.

Ew :( Doctor says:

I can't eat seafood, especially shellfish.
I can't eat spicy food either.
I should drink loads of cold fresh fruit juice.

For lunch, my mom inyourfaced me by having Mee Goreng Seafood + extra chilli :( How sad is that. I only had a bowl of chicken porridge you know.

Though I didn't finish it because I had a hard time swallowing.

My medication! :D Paracetamol. Throat lozenges. Antibiotics.

My throat lozenges. I like shiny stuff, so forgive me :p Honestly I think it tastes like toothpaste :S

The antibiotic! :O Super big, I can't swallow it as a whole. Bleah. By the way, the size is something like the nail of your thumb. How to swallow seh? :(

Mom suggested I split the pill in half. I still had difficulties swallowing though :(

Sharing some hair dye with Mom. I'm going to dye my hair either tonight or tomorrow. Weee \m/ Just streaks of colour, can't dye my whole head.

My newly acquired hair set :)

Don't think I'll be using it so often because I don't want damaged hair. Hm.

For starters, I made a nice curl though HAHAHA.

Nice? Okay sort of. I don't really want damaged hair, so wee. There's a first to everyth :)

Thank you for reading this post. This was how my day was like, somehow. Minus a few behind the scenes thingy that you don't need to know. Loves (L).

sixteen.

2009-12-15T13:54:00.005+08:00

I've not been having the best of days since today in the morning at 2am. My throat is killing me. My head is booming. You won't stop running through my mind. Make this stop.

Not really in the mood to do anything slash talk to anyone. I haven't bathe and my mom's thinking of dragging me down for lunch later. Haha my life's pathetic. Would you care to second that? :)

I despise myself for being such an emotional wreck. I don't know what's going on at times.

I am such a hard-head.

Feel like taking a walk later. I think I'd really need it.

Bye.

:D

2009-12-14T18:46:00.003+08:00

I had an okay Monday.

Missed meeting.
Aryn called. Hehe, funneh.

Today, I made chocolate dadih because I was bored after doing Chem notes. Always Chem notes. I like Chem better than Phy, so is it my fault? DarrenY hates Phy too. Welcome to the I'mNoGoodInPhy club!

Exactly two more weeks to Mastery Tests.

First two subjects: Emath & Amath. Bacen sungguh sekolah ni. Why must I sit for two Math tests back to back? But never mind, all in the name of Education (-.-)

I find it very weird how every year in November or December, I'll have at least one or two anonymous people giving me weird tags about how my Life sucks or how the way I blog offends them. Hehe, it never fails to tickle me :p

By the way, THANKS HONEY FOR THE SEALION SLASH DOLPHIN. I LIKE (Y)

LOVE YOU XOXO :D

so much for a Happy Sunday.

2009-12-13T16:05:00.006+08:00

Oh my god,

check out the date.

Imma go mark it my calendar.

Hehehe

laugh laugh laugh

giggle giggle giggle.

Dies

My bro is such an idiot.

He got home with a bloddy toe.

My parents aren't home.

What a Sunday.

whazzagudkitteh

2009-12-12T21:10:00.003+08:00

I'm being silly now. So bear with me :p

If you asked kitty, "How was your day?"

How do you think it'll reply.

Something like, Meow and then it starts to maul your face.

Or, Purr and simply ignore the fact that you exist.

Maybe. It could just,

SMILE AT YOU HEE.

(via fuckyeahfelines)

So adorable! I want to kiss it's super aww nose manz :D

Aww, look at that face. It's killing me.

Alright, I admit. I'm just doing this to make myself feel better.

Happy now?

a little post.

2009-12-12T01:38:00.000+08:00

Dear diary,

today I dated this guy. His name is Halim. (SHHH HONEY DOESN'T KNOW ABOUT THIS, HE'S SLEEPING NOW) We caught New Moon together and I still can't believe I swore thrice during the movie. Because it deserved more swearing. So anyway, Halim's mean. He wanted me to meet his cousins and he asked me to tag along tomorrow's Zoo outing.

Tapi I mana leh kan, Zoo itu dah macam rumah I la.

Anyway, I'm planning 6C's reunion. Wahaha, someone pemalas maha pemalas like me will most probably just plan a class dinner. Loser. But what you want us to do sey, go clubbing? :p

I no like chikos. So scary.

I taknak pakai dress anymore :(

Alright, I better go off Msn and Fb now. I nak tdoooo! My eyebags makin lama makin obvious you know. I think ah.

xoxo, A.

hot fudge, with loveeee.

2009-12-10T19:18:00.006+08:00

Hello, I am a decent blog entry. This is what I contain:

Alright. Thank you DarrenY, you retard. Haha! He was telling me how he's currently trying to master this jazz piece. However he admits that he plays this piece like a cock. I respect him for that *salutes*

Honestly, I miss going out with my ex-primary schoolmates :( The other time we went out in June, everyone got burnt HAHA. Miss those times, don't you?

My tummy and thighs are aching. Dumb sit-ups. Bleah.

I think I'd have to learn how to cook next year. Priorities manz. Plus, I better bake soon before I can't do so :( How sad. I love baking. I love making a huge mess in the kitchen too.

I'M DATING HONEY TOMORROW OH MY WEE I'M SO EXCITED I'M TYPING IN CAPS WITHOUT PROPER PUNCTUATION AGAIN AM I NORMAL AAAHH YOU JEALOUS RIGHT HI HONEY I MISS YOU

I must be insane.

But who wouldn't miss you, kan? :p

we had fun.

2009-12-09T20:37:00.002+08:00

My Flickr's not empty anymore :) I think lomography is awesome. I should start learning all these manz. Not owning a Dslr doesn't mean I am not capable of taking nice shots. Hee.

So today was a StayAtHome kinda thing. I slept my ass through the first part of the day, and thank you very much to Honey who woke me up, sort of :p

I've started doing sit-ups last night. No more instant noodles for supper! :O My tummy's not so flat anymore, must lose unwanted bodily fats at that areaaaa :'(

By the way, I love the photo above.

I think I should go have dinner now. I'm getting hungry. Pfft.

chiquitita.

2009-12-08T17:53:00.004+08:00

They know exactly what we're here for

I had a picture day today since I was bored. The results are pretty much awesome. The background was my brother's messy wardrobe. Heh. The rest are inside my camera. I think I'm pretty happy with myself today. Night time = study time. I wanted to ask Quack to come over to mug Phy, but he said he'd rather lepak -_-

Someone passed his basic theory today. Congrats, honey! (L)

yesterday was a Monday.

2009-12-08T00:40:00.005+08:00

I'm left with my final Chem topic for the tys book :D

Actually I've got so many things to blog about, thanks to my parents and honey. But nehh, I'm too lazy to blog about stuff. I think I'm getting sleepy :O Save me from this evil sleepy trap manz, for I shall become the 21st century Sleeping Beauty. I think about work even when I'm asleep. Cool huh?

Amek kau!

This pict so act cute much :p

trashed.

2009-12-06T22:37:00.003+08:00

Check this out.

Laughed my ass off when I saw that. Haha!

Okay okay, so here's the deal. I will pass my Mastery Tests in exchange for a super awesome Red 120 GCFN Holga camera :D

i was never good with words.

2009-12-06T12:32:00.003+08:00

(via loveyourchaos)

Exactly how I feel now.

you ______.

2009-12-05T14:51:00.007+08:00

Lazy Saturday to you. Nah, amek kau! :D

I logged into Fb and I watched Ryan's cover of You and Me. It reaaally made my day :D Thanks for doing the cover for me manz ( actually I asked him to do it for me, it's been a while since I heard him sing that song! ).

Going for a drama thing @ Rgs later. IthinkI'mexcitednowaitI'mnotsure.

It's raining.

Why can't it rain cupcakes and candy :(

At least there'll be one more,

happy girl.

Wooo, the happiest girls are the prettiest girls!

essential yet appealed.

2009-12-04T20:07:00.005+08:00

I've been pretty mood less for the whole of today. So many failed things today, shan't talk about it. I think I'm going for a long nap after this post, wake up later to burn the midnight oil. Yeah. I shall not allow myself to be left behind. Woo qitot ftwwwwww \m/

Carry all your thoughts

across an open fiiieeeeeeeld.

Not just an open field.

But a,

DANDELION FIELD (L)

perhaps.

2009-12-03T15:20:00.006+08:00

Stay at home = Eat and sleep.

Go out = Getting stuffed, a lot.

What's in common? I still end up gaining weight. Boo! :(

Don't want to post all the pictures here. So,

Guess who's that little kid in red.

of all days.

2009-12-03T11:09:00.002+08:00

I couldn't sleep well last night. I woke up with a headache. Sad right?

Anyway I just thought I'd blog a bit now since I just feel like throwing random words out of my mouth. Be prepared for a 7 year old's post without proper punctuation :)

Omg omg I'm so hungry right now why because there's nothing to eat there's no more cheese in the fridge OMG NOOO THERE'S NO MORE CHEEESE why because I ate them all up when I was hungry few days ago sad right boohoo I hate council I hate council I know if anyone sees this I'm dead but I feel so irresponsible today I like sunsets don't you like sunsets too I like watching sunsets with you since I don't know when amazing right oh yes it is

Alright I' done. I should go put on clothes now ( HAHAHA ). Picture post on yesterday later on. BYE BYE BYE xoxo.

trainwreck.

2009-12-01T21:55:00.007+08:00

I don't think Taylor Lautner is hot.

Yes. I mintak kena sembelih, kan?

Nah amek kau! MOTIVATION TO STUDY.

Anyway, let's keep it short. Few hours ago, Aryn and I went to mug at Yishun. Bumped into half a dozen Andersonians. I had my lunch at the library's cafe. One word, Yuck. So we failed to mug because we're just like that. Went to Bukit Timah for railway photos. Fortune cookies! To Bukit Panjang Plaza. Attempted to mug again. To Lot One. Roof garden to watch sunset. Pretty day, huh?

N E R D.

@ Roof Garden :)

Kak Timah's Bukit :p

HAHA, HAIYOYO I TERTINGGAL KERETA API I LAH HOW I NAK REFUND LOH NAK GI MAKAN KAT SWENSEN'S OM NOM NOM ICE CREAM MAKES MY TUMMY JOLLY PUNYA HAPPY HAPPY

my never ending to-do list.

2009-11-30T14:35:00.006+08:00

F O C U S.

My memory's a bitch.

It's failing on me.

quek, quack and qitot.

2009-11-29T14:15:00.009+08:00

Old picture of the day:

HAHAHA OMG BE YOURSELF DAY 2007 FIRST YEAR IN ANDERSON HAHAH OH MY GOD I AM SO OMGFIED THAT IM TYPING WITHOUT MY PUNCTUATIONS THIS IS SO FUNNY YET AWESOME I MISS SEC ONE DONT YOU I MISS JASLYN QUEK TOO EVEN THOUGH SHES MY CLASSMATE FOR ALMOST THREE YEARS

My old hp's on the right.

I kind of miss it, don't you? :/

Most recent picture of the day:

Meet my closest guy friend Danish. I know him since Sec1 and I think he's insane. We've been through ups and downs because I'm tall and he's short so that's how it goes. I owe him an outing because I just owe him one. My mom thinks he's silly because of some thing that happened the first time he came over my place with his other friends for Raya.

I'm done blogging for today!

HI HONEY, ONCE YOU SEE THIS LITTLE MESSAGE YOU'LL KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS YOU :( ACTUALLY YOU WON'T KNOW, IT'S UNCOUNTABLE HUHU. DATE YOU SOON (L)

celaka punya kawan.

2009-11-28T21:09:00.011+08:00

Ehem ehem.

I have a friend. A 'hot' friend. He goes to the gym. He's been going there for the past two months. He thinks he's hot though I beg to differ. He's been very InYoFace to me lately. For example. I told this friend that I miss having sushi. And he InYoFace-d me by replying, Oh I just had sushi last week :)

Macam mane I tak marah -_-

This goes to my friend Ridhwan. Sajak masok course psycho, yknw!

Oh and I just got screwed by Quack via text. Rawr. I am so horrible.

Today's picture updates will be on Fb. Soon. I malas right now.

mbekk.

2009-11-28T00:03:00.007+08:00

Slmt
Hr Ry Hj.

Day was great, ate a lot of food. Rawr. I swear I'm getting f a t okay. My mom says I should do sit-ups on bed HAHA. Kat rumah nenek I tadi, nenek poured kuah lodeh over her mee siam and she only realised it few minutes after I told her that. So weird kan?

My dad's bizarre, he ate the lontong thing with pulut and he only realised it was pulut after nenek tried to finish up his food -_-

OH AND MY DAD STILL GETS SCOLDED FOR NOT FINISHING HIS FOOD HAHAHAHA.

So slenge! My other nenek turned 72 today HEHEHE. She seems happy today. I like :D Got bored there bec my cousins weren't around ( Thanks ah ), so I started Fbking while watching This Is It online.

Honey's away for a few days. So I guess I'll be rotting at home. THANKS AH, MAKE ME EAT SLEEP AND EXPAND MY BOTTOM WHILE YOU'RE GONE :( It's okay, must date me next week!

Need to zzz off very soon. I've got school tmr, p6 kiddies coming for OpenHse -_-

I like monkey bars!

Maybe that's why I love berukzsx, eh youu? ^^

breakfast with honey.

2009-11-26T17:57:00.001+08:00

Week's coming to an end. I hope next week will be better. Nenek staying over, dia masakkan I sambal udang you know! My mighty nenek who's turning 72 tomorrow likes Ljs' fish and Bk's onion rings. Not bad eh, kan? I guess the love for food is in the genes manzx :p

Breakfast with Suparmanzx todaaay! I was late. You know I'm not a morning person kan? Anyway. Had Macs though I didn't finish up. Guess what mom texted sampai bikin I ketawa macam bacin?

Breakfast apa? Jealous lah. Tak dapat gi breakfast dengan papa u...

- Mommy

Hi honey,

what are you looking at?

And whose green hairband is that! :D

xoxo, A.

for the thrill.

2009-11-25T19:03:00.005+08:00

I SO LUFFLES THIS CURTAIN.

SO BOOMZY SHINGZY.

wednesday.

2009-11-25T12:56:00.003+08:00

We scream when we're sad.
We yell when we're angry.
We smile when we're happy.
We cry when we're hurt.

We do everything for a reason.

Awful day today. Yes, A W F U L.

an improper summary.

2009-11-24T22:00:00.010+08:00

You know you'd still

love me.

No matter how much it hurts you in every single way.

I shall wrap up today just like how my lunch was done.

Math in the morning.
Lunch with Mom.
Math at home.
Drifted off to take pictures.
Played X-Men on brother's PSP :p
Here I am! :D

HI HONEY,

I'M STILL WIDE AWAKE.

because.

2009-11-22T17:33:00.007+08:00

I'm sorry, I've been having major mood swings. But it's not my fault. It just comes naturally. You have to accept it somehow if you don't.

I'm sorry, this few days haven't been great for you. I guess I've not been trying hard enough to make everything alright.

I'm sorry, we haven't talked so much lately. It's hard to get a decent conversation from you because I keep on picking on the things that make me unhappy till I forget that you make me happy.

I'm sorry, for the times you really feel like strangling me when I simply won't stop being so unhappy over little things.

I'm sorry, that things don't seem to be right the way they used to be. Things don't change overnight.

I'm sorry, it's just me. Can we start all over again?

I'm sorry, but I love you.

have you seen this.

2009-11-22T01:27:00.001+08:00

Dear diary,

My head's condition is equivalent to a dog chasing it's tail.

Wooo, it's spinning alright.

But, I'm pleased to tell you that I can still think straight. Like.

1 times 1 equals to 2.

6 minus 5 equals 2.

Therefore 2 plus 2 equals 7.

I know it's hard for you to comprehend since you do not function like my calculator. It's okay, I understand the fact that you can only tank my crazy bullshit.

The crazy bullshit served for today is the fact that I am feeling very explosive right now. I think I'm having the Omg-I-am-missing-so-many-people disorder.

I've got a new pacifier.

And it's red. Just the way I like it.

My period has been such a bitchy best friend who keeps on coming by every month just to hurt me and make me bleed.

At least I don't die.

I took a whole hour to write this, but I'm not complaining. I'm merely telling you this because I just felt like it.

I have been doing silly things the past few days.

I made someone very much upset and I think I am a very bad, mean, whatever-you-want-me-to-be person.

I promise I'll make someone happy tomorrow, next week, next month, next year or maybe till someone turns 50.

It's not nice to make someone sad. Because making someone sad makes me sad. Oh yes it does.

I always tell someone that I love someone almost everyday. The thing is, I just suck at showing.

Someone has been cooking instant noodles a lot lately.

I hope someone stops it before I come down to someone's kitchen just to cook for someone. Hee.

But dear diary, before I end off, could you please keep this little secret safe for me?

I love someone.

A lot more than I love you, dear diary :p

Ninja, with (L).

what a day.

2009-11-21T18:19:00.004+08:00

I feel like making pancakes for supper later.

Let me ask you then.

Doesn't this make you so gay fuck-like?

will be gone.

2009-11-19T10:47:00.004+08:00

COUNCIL COHESION 09.

ps: This was 08's picture.

Bye.

let's face it.

2009-11-18T22:28:00.007+08:00

We all simply hate liars. Okay maybe not hate, something like really don't like will suffice. Anyyyyhoo. I'm suddenly not in the mood to go for the chalet tomorrow. Please tell me I'm weird. I've always looked forward to such events.

It's a pity there'll be no fun people :(

So update: TRIMMED BANGS.

I don't know what is so important about that but woooo, I think I'm happy :D When my mom dyes her hair, I'll get some of her thingy to dye parts of my hair. She'll never know. Hee. So shhh.

OH MY MAMA, super great newszzt! I gained about 2.5kilos :D How's that for someone fat slash skinneh like me. Now I challenge everyone of you to piggyback me! Confirm you tak boleh angkat bebbszxc :p Ini anak dara dah jadi macam babi. Hee.

I just realised how very much I miss being on Blogger. I guess it's because I miss all the colours you can add to your text. OMG I IZ HAPPEH GIRL \m/ You must be happy for me, else I castrate you. Alright kidding. Or am I?

Fuck, I can't stand this.

what a comeback.

2009-11-18T18:56:00.002+08:00

I am so phailz.

Finally, I've decided to return to Blogger. Alright. I'm off to post about my day, whether you want to know about it or not. So jolly well pay attention :D

I sorted out Math stuff into their files, so next week would be easier.
I cleaned up my desk.
I told my mom I'd motivate myself by aiming to get into RJ ( HAHA )

Maybe post later, bye.

hello.

2009-11-15T17:49:00.001+08:00

hello goodbye hello goodbye (L)

So, where's the fire?

2009-08-15T20:21:00.001+08:00

Hi fag.
Loser's updating a supposedly dead blog (:

Bye (L)

This will never be Goodbye.

2009-07-31T22:36:00.002+08:00

I AM LAAAAAZY.

Happy Friday to you beings down below, for I am the Almighty Qitot. Hahaha. I have really lost my drive to blog about fun happenings sey. Irritating kan? I know, this blog thing used to be so colourful ):

Actually, I'm here to tell all you kentalans out there that
http://inserts-blogaddress.blogspot.com/ MIGHT CEASE TO EXIST.

Reason? : Qitot laaazy.

Okayokay, I admit. I made a LiveJournal account, sajer sajer testing onetwothree. Not bad laa. But there's like, too many things going on manzx. Grr. So I'm off to delete it soon.
Gatal kan :P

Anyway. I am tireddddd + hungry. And I think I'm ready to unprivatise my old private-for-now blog. Alah, I don't think it's wrong for people to bloody read it. Zaman dulu sey :D

I think I'm sticking to Fb's Notes. I can express myself there pretty well + it's convenient. Minus the colours, but oh well. Life goes on :)

This isn't really so true. Might be permanent, unless I change my mind (:

LOOOOOVE, AQILAH.

Secret Affairs, shhhh.

2009-07-26T17:47:00.002+08:00

Blogger's being a complete bitch.
I'd seriously show you what's on the fucking screen now. Grrr.

I CHEATED ON BLOGGER, HAHA.
Try find me on some webpage! That is,
if you can :P

Throw your heart into reverse.

2009-07-25T20:25:00.002+08:00

I am Fifteen.

I've sinned. I've been good.

Stupid acts are merely something which I do everyday.

I've been sad.
I've made others feel sad.
I guess this is what they mean by everything in Life is balanced.

Although Life doesn't seem to be fair most of the time, it still goes on. And I guess the only way for it to be fair is when you apply sunblock during a suntan, or don't bother going for one.

Much loves, Q.

Bec Singapore is just like M&Ms.

2009-07-21T22:32:00.007+08:00

Update! :
" To whoever this may concern.. "

All of the picts are on Fb, I only had enough time to upload these few. Okay so you can start being honoured/ happy over the fact that you see your faces here :D

Yst was awesome day. Amath test = Obviously screwed inside out.
TODAY = NO SCHOOOOOOL. In your face!

I think I smellyyyyyy.
* inserts a big F down here *

It just, spills.

2009-07-20T01:43:00.001+08:00

Oh my god.

I am very sad right now.

(L), hugs and chocolates.

2009-07-19T22:40:00.005+08:00

Can't sleep, can't sleep. Can't sleep, can't fkn sleep.

Hello, I'd like to introduce the worldwideweb to Peenky.
WHAT LA, PEENKY WHO IS IT.

Mind the face, k.

Isn't Peenky pretty? ^^

Terimalah tajuk ini ;D

2009-07-18T00:46:00.004+08:00

OKAY YAYYY, wo hen kai xin!

Almost wanted to change skin, but I lazy laaaa. This one alr so niceee,
mcm itu porcupine ^^

OH YES, I want to worldwidewebly thank Salmah for lending me her hair clip in the morning.
Surprisingly, Anak Yazid didn't book me for using a white hair clip, or maybe it's bec I told him it's hers :P
Heeh.
Btw, please view Flickr & Fb for pictures updates and stuff.

I tired, k.
And still not asleep. Grrrr.

Can I miss Superman now?

-

2009-07-16T21:14:00.003+08:00

Take this as an update, please.
Q is lazy today.

I LIKE TODAY, super lepak giler piggy to the max core.

+ Mosquito bites are very itchy.

-

2009-07-14T00:05:00.004+08:00

Hi, I just finished Lit ppt slides.

WAH LAUUUU. LET'S GO STRANGLE LIT!

- Chem SPA Trial = DIEEEEE.

- O level Mtl Oral = MORE DIEEEEEE.

*digs hole and buries self*

-

2009-07-12T15:40:00.003+08:00

Current mood: I wish I had a Dick :'D

One of the few things that made me happy today ,

" Eh guess what! I saw anak Hamdan walking around with a songkok at Lot One. He walk like samseng sia hahaha! " - Anthony

I'm dying bec my menstural cycle is killing me to bits like the little bloody things shredding off my uterus wall.

I made sense, kan.

I suddenly feel violent.
Now I feel like killing someone. Just like Pakey the Pancake.

Heheh. I love chilli sauce. Why?
BEC KETCHUP SUCKS COW NIPPLES, HAHAH.

-

2009-07-11T14:24:00.016+08:00

Why don't you, break my heartt!
* breaks into a song *

I am seriously bored now. Dang it.

Let's find stuff to blog about.
Anyone not okay with pictas?

I'd like you to meet Mdm Neo.

Hahaha. Can't believe my mata so sepet when I smile like thaaaat.
Okay lah, the reason why 3/3 was so happy that Tuesday was because of this.

Everything was on Mdm Neo. Now tell me what's not to love about her ^^

Now, on Thursday I had a DSLR 101 tutorial by Wise Monkey.

I was just testing the 50mm lens. It's fascinating :D

I have small fingers sey HAHA. Power. So yeah, I hope to own one once I master the skills of using a Dslr. Bec I think it's useless if I don't really know how to use it to it's maximum potential.
Amiiiin (:

After Cikgu R's class.
How's that for using your phone in class and not getting caught, eh?

CRAP, the pict's on Macro. Forgot to switch :P And Hidhir's like that bec I think he terkejut Cikgu suddenly tegur.
Epic!

Oh btw, you can spot a few extras. Heheh.
I know yknw you can.

The helium balloon shop at Novena closed down! ):

This was my first time there with Iza.
( OMG, I MISS HER )

Taken early last year, I remember k.

And this was with Tiq at Wdlnds.
( Thankyou ZulKetam for the pict )

Seriously, I miss Donut dates after exams ):

This stinkszxzzx.
It's a Saturday and I'm all bummed.

WOO, AND DANGDUT MAKES ME HIGH LAAAAAA.

* insert gelek gelek and joget joget *
Stop! Engkau mencuri hatiku, hatikuuuuuu.

HAHAH OMG FUNNEH.

Go on, people.
Dig in, I treat you kentalans virtual ice cream k? Heeh.

Last year at Pizza Hut, buka puasa with MlyClssmts = BEST :D

Now I can't wait for Raya.

* insert suara Saloma-like *
Berbaju meraaaah jambu, berkain songkeeeet biru. HAHA.

Okok, dah cukup crap on this space.
I go relek one corner bebbbb BYE ;D

2009-07-10T21:17:00.003+08:00

Hahahah :D

Proper update tmr! Dead beat today.

- Say thanks to Chong for helping me catch up with Maths. ( YES, THE WHOLE WORLD DESERVES TO KNOW THIS POINT )

- I love my Bebehs, as always. Still :D :D :D

- Study Phy bec Praveena is a sexy motivator HAHAH.

- Understand Mole Concept, bec I shall prove Ms Mok I can.

- Sleeeeeep, and eat more! I want to be a happy girl. Like :DD

I think Life's been great.

Why?
Bec Trigo isn't on the Amath part, yet.

-

2009-07-08T12:17:00.003+08:00

I didn't go to school todaaaaaay.
Suckers! :P

Feeling feeling a wee bit flu-like today. Yst rabak, couldn't sleep bec my whole nose kena block. Grr. The Panadol Flu thing doesn't really work on me ): Dang. And Anthony, kau diam k.

I totally forgot I am on Announcement duty today, and Damian claims that Gerald is angry with me -.- Knowing him, he's lying :D

Shall go back to sleep now bec I can.
And you're jealous.

And that would definitely be the second time.

-

2009-07-05T23:11:00.014+08:00

Warning:
May be deadly.

At times like this, I really need:

A hug
A big hug
A bigger hug
A bigger & warm hug
The biggest & warmest hug

I miss being a little girl.

Whenever I don't feel right,
Mr Teddy would always be there for me.

He'd always be willing to give me a hug, because he's an inanimate object.

He'd always know how I feel,
even when I don't utter a single word.

As I grew older, I learn how to express myself. Suddenly, Mr Teddy was useless.

He was merely a stuffed doll, with no feelings. No heart.

Poor Mr Teddy. It was time to let go.

The truth is, I don't know how I feel. I wish someone could tell me how. And why.

There has been so many changes. So many problems. Too many of everything.

Tonight, of all nights. This space will be polluted with a high concentration of Emotion Spillage.

I really don't know what's wrong.
Am thinking of going for a short trip to Riviera/Guilin by myself tmr, but most probably I'll be under Lockdown.

Happy Adv Youth Day. But for a 15 year old, I'm facing loads of things that are totally not needed as for now.
I want to be very carefree again.

Always wanted to fly,
Stood at the edge of the world.
And with arms wide open,
I fell. Hard.

-

2009-07-04T18:05:00.005+08:00

I LOVE
RIVIERAAA :D

Yesterday was so much fun. Very tiring.
Pictures up on Facebook.

Kthxbai, Q.

-

2009-07-02T08:51:00.007+08:00

Happy belated NCC Day, dudes.

I would really love to punch you in the face if you dare say that I am shorter than my brother because I'm not. Life really goes on like usual.

I'm proud to say I've been eating regular meals. I had breakfast today bec it was too tempting :P Yst I had fastfood for breakfast and lunch. Sian. Confirm getting fat alr lah. I pei Chong go Sembawang's Daiso. Very coooool. Heh.

You want know what's the catch phrase for yst?

Hi, I want Bandito Zinger.

Stupid, kan? That's my Chong.

Here's a photo just for the sake of it. I know I can.

My right shoulder has been aching loads now. I think it's time I get a new bag. Fkn paaaaain :'( Grr. Bathing and suddenly I realised it was pretty pink. And it wasn't even sunburnt. Omg.

And yes, Puffy the Elephant got broadcast message uh.

Aqilah uses Sunsilk Leave On Conditioner.

How about you?

Hahah, macam nak bikin difference gitu :D

Puffy's so cute. Don't you think it's kind of sexually deprived? HAHA OMG.

Moving on,

Domokun's not a retard k. See.

It's so shyyyy ):

Like me.

Haha, and that was taken during Bdg. After this is like, Mokster's.

Now THAT'S scary :D

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2009-06-30T09:57:00.004+08:00

As all you young kids know, the first school day was yst. Pfft.

Alright. attire check was cancelled and stuff. I'd really love to thank Quackkkk, for saving my ass like totally! Bec I forgot to bring my thermometer, when I really had to.

So I met him in the Mrt and luckily, he had an extra ;D

Mdm Neo was totally nagging at us in the morning. I found it so funny, bec I think I missed her voice. I started laughing alone :/ Then Chong laughed with me too ( Or idk, I think she laughing at me instead. )

After school had 10mins of Council, then mugged in class with Chong & Seri. Didn't eat anything until late in the evening yst sey. Malaaaaas. But it's okay, I didn't die. Oh btw, BF is back. Hahah. Ew, she told me she missed me O_O

ANYONE SERIOUSLY WANT PEI ME GO RIVIERA/ SOMEWHERE ELSE TO SHOUT? PLEAAAAASE TEXT ME :(

Ok, having Razilah now.

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2009-06-28T18:57:00.002+08:00

When I just woke up, I decided to body slam my brother. And tickle him until he laughs like a girl. It did work, though. It was the greatest thing that ever happened today. Heh.

I decided to play around with heart-shaped balloons in my room. But sadly, the white one has totally lost its shape. It's kind of sad really. Balloons are so fun, especially if they're filled with helium.

Let's all experience an emotional breakdown.
Fill the world with our wet tears and shattered hopes.

For I am such a failure.

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2009-06-27T19:57:00.007+08:00

Ohmygodddd.
I finally have the will to blog again :D

Today was a totally sian diao day. Apparently being stuck at home is capable of making you look like a retard. Stare at the photo above. It'll wave at you and say Hi. Heh.

Woke up pretty early today. Actually, it was partially bec my head pain :'( So anyway. Breakfast in the morning. I was very upset, God knows why. End result, I didn't finish up breakfast. So I guess that's the cause of me having a Sucky Saturday. I'm such a pitiful being.

McGriddles: Sausage & Egg.
I hate you, lah.

When siantastic fun begins..

Totally on impulse punya benda sio :D

Haha, duty calls. Just try to understand how bored people can be okay. Today's meals were all fastfood. Omg, actually I feel pretty sick having fastfood sey. Don't like. Feeling mcm nak vomit gitu. Dont likeeeeee ._.

Tomorrow's officially the last day of holidays. That is, if I don't plan to skip school on Monday. Heh, playing around only. Actually, I feel like rotting at home tmr. When school reopens, I totally want go home late lah. Maybe kill time by getting MrL's help for Amath.

Don't careeeeeeeeeee.

Being at home is totally bingit-like. Every few minutes also kena nag.
BENCI BENCI BENCIIIIIIII ):
Can't people have some peace and quiet? What have I ever done to you manzx, I almost complete my work, clean my room, off my lights everytime I leave the room.

And this is what I get? Yay lah, please.

I love my cousin, k.

She's the best person to talk to when I tengah bingit.

Supposed to have a session with her at 9pm. So I guess I should go bye bye and die now. Oh come on, I die also worse come to worse just bury me lah (:

OKAY, BYE. I'm a confused little leprechaun looking for me Pot O' Gold.

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2009-06-26T18:44:00.001+08:00

I WANTZ ME A POT O' GOLD, BABY.

Today's such a stone day.
Pretty much okay :)

Lazy want blog. Baby's going nuts on me. BYE/

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2009-06-25T19:12:00.003+08:00

I swear.
I really don't bloody feel like blogging.

For one minute, I thought I was happy.
The next thing I know. Poof. Everything disappeared.

I think it's mood swings.
But whatever it is, I don't want to feel this way anymore.

Sucks.

Anyone want go Punggol with me someday, very soon?

I'd love to visit Riviera.
And scream my fucking heart out.

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2009-06-23T16:17:00.007+08:00

I am very happy over the fact that there's no school today.
In fact, many other events will be postponed. Like,

1. Council Camp
2. Investiture Dry Runs
3. 9th Investiture
4. Anderson Leaders' Forum Dry Runs
5. The official ALF, too.

Oh man. Out of all the above, the camp just had to be cancelled ): At least we'll have more time to prepare for Invest. ALF wise. I don't think there's much to do for Project Team. Plus, I ain't a facilitator either (:

Well, I do hope the situation gets better lah. I mean. It is pretty scary, don't you think? But why can't they freaking extend the holidays!? ): I still have loads of Math to do. Grr.

There's Chemistry tmr. Haha, I wonder if it is postponed too. I didn't really complete all her assignments manzx :S I don't want die!

Good times, eh?

I LOVEEE LICORICE.

Anyway. I am really irritated right now.
Hello, dude. Like, go fuck yourself please. Thanks.

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2009-06-21T20:35:00.002+08:00

Hate me tomorrow.

Ew. I peeling macam pisang yknoww. Very gross le *faints*
My nose currently looks like a miniature zebra. Power. I'll go to school looking like a zebra. Even my back hurts. Wah lauu, I don't want go to the beach anymore lahhh ( Okay, I know I don't mean it )

Happy Daddy's Day :D
Family went to Nenek C's today. Baked something for my grandparents and they really liked it much (: Hee. Nothing much happened today.

TMR HAVE SCHOOOOOOL. BYE/

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2009-06-19T23:06:00.006+08:00

Don't want to blog about yst, I think Facebook's pictures are pretty much enough. Dinner was the best part of everything lah (: From all the bloody Hwa Chong 'wisdom' to Fuck Cheese moments. Good times. Gooood times..

Today's council was such a
boom boom pow! :D
Learnt all the dance for invest alr. Hee. And the sec ones are very very cutee (: I really like them uh. Sadly, i don't think I can be Fusion Head. Cannot make it lah. Haha :'D

Notice my pink nose ;D
Yes, midly kissed by Sunshine.

Pretty eh?

OKAY BYEEEE. I is on Msn nao.

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2009-06-17T17:34:00.004+08:00

The greatness of being young again.
The center of all attention.
The little red dress.
Innocence.

Damn. I really need a :
scanner + a new printer.
Haven't printed both Math assignments. Such a loozer. I honestly plan to drag anyone I know to any library just to chiong the unfinished work.

Grr. How depressing ):

Today was a best day, but not the best of the bestest. Had council dance practice and invest meetings and camp stuff. Followed by haircutttt (L)

I CAN'T WAIT LAH, DAMNIT.

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2009-06-16T21:02:00.010+08:00

This little girl has school tomorrow.
This little girl likes sushi, loads.
This little girl is listening to Stacie Orrico - I'm Not Missing You.

This little girl has had her fair share of happiness today.

To hell with that, k. Happiness is short lived. Life ain't fair, either.

People talk behind your back without you knowing it. People kiss up to others just to obtain what they want. Why do we like to hurt so much, eh. Hmph ):

"Strangers come and violate you. Strangers come and cut your heart out. Strangers come and take your blood." - F451

There's too many people in this world.
I'm claus-trophobic. Ho ho ho!
Ah, k. I'm trying to be lame.

You stupid green frog :D

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2009-06-15T21:07:00.002+08:00

Yes. I am a failure beyond words.

Stupid percentiles.

Oh come on, stop staring at me through your bright white screen. Stop tormenting me silently on how I didn't do better than 90% of the cohort. Sheesh.

Sidetrack, I totally can't wait for the 6C class gathering this Thursday! I heard it'd most probably be a picnic at Sentosa. So yay, time to relax and soak in the hot Sun like a pile of grilled fish ;D This is so awesome. It's been a few years since I last saw everyone of them. Good times..

Good God, I wish WaiLoon comes. I really really miss him a lot! HAHA :)

SUSHI TMR @ BUGIS.

w00tzsx!

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2009-06-14T22:20:00.001+08:00

Bowling at Jurong today.

I swear I sucked, k. With an average score of 51 for both games. And mind you, the first game was a little better than the second one. Eeesh.

It was fun, though :)

The potato chips were such a rip-off. $2.50 for a bag, isn't so worth it if you ask me. That's equivalent to the price of a McFlurry. The weather's been hot the past few days. Oh. But it rained ever so heavily yesterday.

Even the sky is confused.

I want to change myself. Yes, for the better. I can't always be like this. Change is constant. Yet good.

Change doesn't hurt you. Yet sometimes you wish you could just strangle Change ):

I want a Me who doesn't swear.

I want a Me who is hardworking.

I want a Me who has time, for Me.

In this world, I don't think Me exists. Everyone's so busy with work and more of it. Everyone including yourself. We don't have time to sit down and think anymore. Decisions are made on impulse most of the time.

Time: A simple yet complex word.

Urgh. This is so frustrating.

Fuck it, k?

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2009-06-13T22:34:00.007+08:00

Hold fast to dreams
for if dreams die,
life is a broken winged bird.
That cannot fly.

An interesting quote from Langston Hughes.

I found it in the Lit textbook. Attempted to finish the first part of F451. Well, almost k (: Tried doing Ms Mok's assignments. Man. I don't want a trainee teacher sey, this sucks.

Anyway. I didn't go bowling today because Dad was lazy. Hahah, yes. I guess it's like a keturunan kind of thing (:

Should totally start on Maths assignments, because I know I will definitely not like it. Anyway, some crab told me that it doesn't have homework. So frustrating kan?

Eeesh. I wonder why the education system here is screwing us up, then in the end the standards of living just gets higher and higher. It doesn't spell Utopia at all, more like Dystopia or something related to that. People are giving their children tuition even before they start Primary School. I swear in the next few years to come, the kids will be smarter than us when we were at their age.

And maybe, they'll start learning ABC's even before they pop out of their momma's v. hole eh?

I have been a lazy bum bum.

Someone, pinch my ass for me tyvm.

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2009-06-12T21:14:00.003+08:00

Have it your way. No?

I'm crying while watching Naruto on Youtube. Power?

This episode, is so sad :'(

I got so bored, I decided to ask Anthony for song suggestions. Yes. Out of all people HAHA. The songs he suggested all maut bin rabak!

Shall not get into further detail.

I need to bake. I want to bake. I have to bake. I just, have to..

Going bowling tmr, wee ;D

And all other people.

2009-06-10T17:15:00.007+08:00

I give up being on hiatus.

Alrighty. Malaysia was pretty fun (: Got the chance to meet Syafiq again even though he was kind of busy. And good job manzx, his school starts in a week. MUAHAHAH.

So anyways, I've got three cute nephews and one pretty niece. Can you believe I have two nephews by the name of Aqil? Haha. Nak ikut langkah aku sey. Pictures are up on Facebook. So if you're looking for the most minimal exercise that can be done, log in to Facebook and click out my name, baby! ;D

Thanks for the well wishes, I'm happy to say that I'm feeling better already (: I can't remember how many times I actually fell sick the past few weeks.
Man, I'm such a weako.

Goodbye, sweet dreams.
Welcome to the latest sequel of Nightmare on Aqilah Avenue.
P/S : Freddy Krueger pun kalah, beb!

Driving off! :D

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2009-06-09T22:53:00.006+08:00

Doing a quickie bec,

I can't sleep.
I'm helping an old friend who works at StarHub.

Basically, if you know anyone who wants to subscribe or renew their contract to MaxOnline or Cable TV (StarHub). Please tag or leave me a message via whatever means you can. There's a promotion going on, and it's a great deal of up to 50%.

I'll give more details if you're/ anyone is interested (:

Terms and Conditions apply.

Seriously, this is no joke. It's be great if anyone can ask around.

THANKS :D

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2009-06-05T19:41:00.002+08:00

Fingers. Feeling too itchy.

Desperately.
Need to blog again.

Lazy.
An adjective used to describe.
Someone like me.

Dying.
Under all her pile of assignments.
Save me. Please.

Sick.
And tired of everything.
Stop being ignorant. I know you are.

Here.
I am. Once again.
And maybe for the last time.

Blogging.

About nothingness.

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2009-05-31T21:10:00.003+08:00

HIATUS.

Not because I want to.
But because I can.

I 'll be spending almost the whole day in school tmr, with meetings and lessons clashing each other. In the midst of starting The Great Typhoon. Trust me, this is only The Beginning.

Wait till you see The Ending. My mind would be the most scramblest of all Scrambled Eggs. If you think that's not good enough, then shame on you. What makes you think I'll serve my already semi-scrambled mind with chilli or ketchup for you?

Honestly, I awfully prefer chilli to ketchup because the latter has a horribly weird taste to it.
Ew, disgusting.

Anyway, Life has been sad. I'm down with flu and fever. But I'm still determined to go to school tmr :) Oh hell, yes I am. And no one can stop me. Unless..

1. The train tires got punctured.
2. AngMoKio flew off to Spain.
3. My mom doesn't wake me up.

In those three ways, Life does go on.

Oh come on. Accept the fact that we're all going to die one day. So stop making people suffer and get yourself some ice cream soda. I shall start counting my blessings :)

And maybe, because I really have to, start studying.

I ain't getting any younger. Age is merely a number which increases every 365 days, that is, IF you're not born on the 29th February. Hee.

Thankyou everyone, for making Life seem like a bedful of red rose petals with butterflies flying happily all over. Not to mention pretty rainbows.

Till we meet again. Ciaow.

And if you're totally not happy about this whole piece of chunk,
I'd have to say that you seriously need to understand other's needs, too.

I will try.

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2009-05-31T13:31:00.002+08:00

If a wise man told you to follow his way.
Would you even bother to listen to him for a while?

I think I'm falling sick like nobody's business. Nonetheless, I decided to go out today because I don't want to be stuck at home. I've got school tomorrow, can you believe it?
Maybe it's a good thing, at least I can keep myself occupied over school matters. O level Mtl will be knocking at my doorstep soon. This is, scary.

Am off to refresh myself. I feel so miserable. (:

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2009-05-29T22:16:00.002+08:00

Later.

Tomorrow.

Or even next year. (:

Congratulations to all classes! Everyone did great.
I love bubbles. I shall do something different next year, hee.
Kudos to our new Mr President, and not to forget Mr VicePresident.
Jiayouu all the way ;D

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2009-05-28T22:08:00.002+08:00

Today,

- painted class banner
- helped Council with MTP session.
- got irritated by ZomgSoIrritatingFellow, and stalked by TheFknShit.
- talked to MrsA about the change of EngBand :)
- chalked my dirty school shoes, like how Mom used to back in her days.
- I ROCKED MY SOCKS OUT, BAYBEH.

Lazy to update.
BAI BAI, SMELLY.

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2009-05-27T20:56:00.002+08:00

It's awfully amazing how a mere piece of paper can make someone show a physical manifestation of sadness.
Whoa. I miss my Primary school days.

I just can't wait for vacation. The best thing is, tmr we'll be getting our timetable for extra lessons. I totally can't wait alright. Can't wait to wake up early in the morning, just to get to school for lessons. Honestly, I need help to buck up ):

Would like to take this chance to express my greatest support to Timothy Suen and Hidhir Yazid! The two dudes who think that tofu makes my innocent mind horny -.- Awfully look forward to working under you guys (:
I can't wait for Invest, but preparations have been
*keeps comments to self. Or as Ms Ng says it, Comments Later.*

ALL THE BEST GUYS :D
I just wanna have fun tmr while I can, for the last timee. Planning for a picnic tmr! OH HELL YES, BECAUSE WE CAN.

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2009-05-26T20:09:00.003+08:00

ATTACK OF THE KILLER TABLES.

Who knew 39 would be the prettiest number in my Life now (:

After school, merely walked around school compounds with Seri to take scenic photos of the school. It feels great, the pinch of knowing that you're in a Band 1 school hurts. Grr.
Anyway, I've been striking down to the number of days left. Aren't you happy, now? Hash plays great emotional songs on the piano, but now he's learning some funeral song thing. It's rather depressing really. HAHA.
I am so disappointed with you lot. Man.

I'll buy you flowers (:

FOR YOUR FUNERAL.

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2009-05-25T17:00:00.003+08:00

When our time is up,
When our lives are done.

Will we say we've had, our fun
Will we make our mark, this time
Will we always say, we tried

Congrats to the 9th ExCo members! I am so awfully proud of you guys :)
Wasn't really upset over the fact that I didn't get into ExCo, expected it. But I'd really love to thank Ms Sham for telling me why I didn't make it. So I guess I'm finee ;D

I will not touch on exams bec, of course you're smart enough to infer. Anyway. I can't wait for Holidays. Pause here. Minus all the days I've got to come back bec of mettings & classes,

Definition of HOLIDAY :
Please check for spelling error. This word does not exist in the dictionary.

I think Reality is haunting me, this is horribly awful ;(
While I was deep in my thoughts just now in the Mrt, I missed my station. Grr. Ended up at Cck instead. Oh well. Helped out for DSA OpenHouse before going off soon after Mommy called. Reached home, spent time alone in my room.

And now here I am, blogging my Life away to a complete stranger like you.